A Dream Come True

Love is more important than anything else.

Col 3:14 CEV

Today, as I was working my way through a stack of unopened mail, an interview on TV caught my attention.  Before I knew it, I had a huge lump in my throat and was fighting the urge to sit down and have a good cry.  And I do mean good; the emotions bubbling to the surface of my heart were the sweet kind that come when love triumphs and dreams come true.

Tim Harris, born with Down’s syndrome, was on The View talking about the “world’s friendliest restaurant”:  Tim’s Place, located in Albuquerque. Tim had a dream of owning a restaurant since the age of 14.  He wanted a place that not only had good food, but that made people feel welcomed and loved.  He said, “I love giving all the customers a hug because I want them to feel comfortable and connected and being around friends.”  People come from around the world to get a hug and meal at Tim’s Place. 

A video of Tim’s Place has gone viral.  You won’t be sorry if you take the time to watch this:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6He0FWoFj0

Hugs.  It’s one of the things I miss most about my older sister Debbie.  Like Tim, she was born with Down’s syndrome.  Although her disability challenged her in many ways, one thing came easy for her:  Love.  I can’t remember a time when she didn’t greet me with a hug. 

Growing up with Debbie as my sister made me a better person.  I admired her childlike faith, her ability to forgive, and her love for Jesus.  She didn’t care about things, or money, or impressing people.  What mattered most to her was love.  She often told me through the years that she wanted to be like me…wanted to be a nurse, or get married, or have kids…..and I would just die inside.  I wanted those things for her too.  But what I would say to her, and meant with all my heart, is I wanted to be more like her!

A gift God gave Debbie before she died was to see one of her dreams come true.  She got married!  Chris and she met living in the same adult group home, became friends and fell in love.  Chris was also developmentally delayed.  A tragic accident when he was a teenager resulted in permanent brain damage.  But, like my sister, he still had dreams and things he wanted to do with his life! 

“It is pleasant to see dreams come true”

Prov 13:19; NLT

Debbie and Chris were embraced by their church in the small town of Chewelah, Washington.  Members gave them rides to and from church and included them in the church family.  When Debbie and Chris announced their engagement, they gave them a shower.  My mom, aunts and I were invited.  Ladies of the church presented a handmade quilt as a gift.  These are sweet, sweet memories for me, watching one of my sister’s dreams come true. 

I believe, as Tim said so well in his video, people with special needs “are a gift to the World!”  I want more to come to know God, discover their purpose, and live out their dreams.  I believe we can learn from their example that our dreams are worth pursuing too.

Something God has spoken to my heart recently was "Chase Your Dreams".  I've spent time since asking myself "What are my dreams?"  I know recent life disappointments and perceived failures caused me to let some dreams die, but maybe I carried that too far?  Maybe I let go of some, that God meant to fulfill!  Writing and speaking about God's love has been a desire for a long time. This blog is my way of chasing after that again!

Tim Harris said in the video:  "I don't let the disability crush the dreams."  What a wise young man. Don't we all have things in our lives that could hold us back if we let it?  What dream has God given you?  Maybe today He is saying to you: "Chase Your Dream!"  Like Tim, you are a gift that God can use to bless others in your world.

-Laurel Bahr

PS.  Our church body has been blessed by hosting The Friendship Ministry to those with special needs.   Like Tim, like my sister, there is humility and love emanating from them that is very Christ-like.  We have 70 attending every Sunday.  The room is packed out and we don’t want to turn anyone away.   I want to ask you, My Sistah’s, to pray for more churches in our community to share the blessing of including those with special needs in the family of God. 

Good Lessons- Clothed in Dignity

She is clothed with strength and dignity, and can laugh without fear at the future.  Proverbs 31:25

Last year I became single and unattached for the first time since I was 20.  More years than I want to admit to, I’m afraid.  I was overconfident, thinking I would NEVER want to date again.  I had survived the hurricane of divorce, supported by my family and my Sistahs, picked up much of the debris and was starting to enjoy the peace and quiet of being an empty-nester.  I loved my job as a hospice nurse, my church family, and getting my snuggles holding babies in the nursery every other Sunday.  Who needs a man with a life that good? 

Then a handsome guy drove up in a Cadillac one day and shocked me by asking me out.  After fumbling over my words, I put him off, but he called a few months later and asked again.  I surprised myself by really wanting to spend time with him.  Was I that shallow to let a cute guy in a nice car change my plans?

Come to find out, I guess I am.  I enjoy having a go-to guy to ask questions like how to keep your pipes from freezing and where to get your car aligned.  I like baking for someone who isn’t counting calories.  I especially like compliments given about being “pretty inside and out.”  Taking walks, watching football, and even working out at the gym became more fun when shared.

What I noticed over time was that dating surfaced some things in me that I didn’t like – temptation to look to a man for affirmation, to hide parts of myself to feel approval, even to get more involved physically than the depth of relationship warranted.  I shared those temptations with God and with my trusted Sistahs.  I struggled to know whether I had made a bad choice.  After all, hadn’t I stated with confidence my intention to wait more than a year to date?

One thing I lost as my marriage crumbled was my dignity. The hard work of healing my heart began to reclaim that.  I long to be like the woman in Proverbs 31 who was so strong and dignified that she wasn’t afraid of the future.  I am learning how my choices impact the ways I am treated.  Dressing modestly, for example, is not something I should do just to keep from being a distraction to men.  Modesty gives me dignity – so I am taken seriously, not seen as an object, and so I don’t attract the wrong kind of man. Lauren Winner, in writing about chastity, tell us “it really is God’s best for us, the best from the one who wants to protect us from objectification, who wants us to be cherished, who wants us to know the joy of living dignified, holy lives and the true joy of desire.” 

God wants me to be cherished.  Wow.  I haven’t felt cherished for a long time, not consistently. 

Last week I realized that I did make a bad choice – I wasn’t ready to date.  I should have waited.  But I can say, “Okay…now I learned something”.   God allowed me to learn some good lessons from a bad decision.  I learned to keep seeking affirmation and approval from God.  I learned that being honest with My Sistahs about my struggles protected me from falling to temptation.  I learned (again) that God is the one who will always cherish me.

What good lessons have you learned lately?   What disappointments or failures can you look at differently, to say “Okay…now I learned something” and take knowledge to move toward success? 

-Marsha Craig

PS  You can read more about dignity in Unseduced and Unshaken by Rosalie de Rosset.

"Yes" to the Dress

Wise men and women are always learning,

    always listening for fresh insights.

Prov 18:15; MSG

Sometimes I pray, and then when God answers I am surprised.  I know I should be expecting His goodness by now…..but it never gets old to see it play out.  So, I have to tell you about Andrea.   She’s one of those crazy answers to prayer I am still marveling over. I first heard of Andrea when my son Kenney told me he was going on a date with a good friend from Bible College.  He wasn’t sure how it would go; he had never “seen” her in that light before.  Turns out it went so well that a year later they were engaged!  

The wedding date is set for June 6th and at the top of the list of things to do:  find “the dress”.  Not just a dress, but “the dress”…the one of her dreams.  I didn’t take it lightly when Andrea invited me to make the journey with her and her mom to find “the dress”. 

The day we all met, it was obvious Andrea had done her homework.  She had a vision for “the dress”.  Even before we stepped into that first boutique, this girl had decided on fabric, neckline, back, and skirt details.  You’d think this would make things easy for the attendant, but not so much.  Turns out, what Andrea wanted wasn’t all that common.  What can I say, she’s a “trend-setter!”

Our experience at dress shop #1 was short lived and disappointing.  The attendant came up with only three dresses for Andrea to try on, and all three would need major alterations to get close to what she was looking for.  But at boutique #2, we were in for a pleasant surprise.  As with dress shop #1, Andrea was asked to describe the wedding venue and the type of gown she was looking for, but this time the woman helping her was enthusiastic.  She invited us to stroll down aisles of dress racks stacked tightly with gowns.  We walked a few steps…and then she held out her hand, grabbed the edge of one of the gowns and said, “Okay, I just want to get your first reaction”….and with the joy you might see on the face of a 5 year old Christmas morning, she pulled the dress out and waited for what you knew she hoped would be an enthusiastic…”Oh, that is beautiful!”.  But, when Andrea didn’t light up, when she struggled for the words to say, “Uh, that’s not really what I like” the attendant didn’t break stride.  With exaggerated optimism she said, ”Okay…now we learned something!”  She listed off a few details featured in that dress that she would avoid selecting next time and off we went…down the aisle a few more steps where she grabbed the edge of another gown. We heard the same question, “I just want to get your first reaction.”  She gave the same response, “Okay…now we learned something!”  The adventure continued and I found it hard to keep a straight face.  This lady was the real deal!  What a crack up!

Eventually, we made our way to a dressing room and for the next 2 hours, dress after dress went on –and off.  But somehow we believed we were closer to finding “the dress”…because each of Andrea’s no’s was followed by “Okay…now we learned something!”  I started imitating our enthusiastic helper when she wasn’t looking…I couldn’t help it.  

And you know what?  It’s been a month, and I am still imitating her.  This perspective is a big change for me.  I can get easily discouraged and frustrated when trying on new things.  I am a bit of a perfectionist.  Ugh.  But I can see that to experience success you have to be willing to learn from repeated failures.   Writing this blog is an example.  I felt the idea was from God, but was uncomfortably aware that I don’t know what I’m doing.  I spent the past month writing, and rewriting, trying to figure out how to start….many entries were discarded because they didn’t fit quite right.  When I threw them out and started over I was able to say, “Okay, I learned something. Now I know what I don’t like in a blog post.”  The repeated failures were tools to teach me more about what fit my vision.  

My vision for this blog is to share with My Sistah’s what God is teaching me.  When I get together with friends, this is something we spend a lot of time doing.  It is truly one of my favorite things!  I hope that you will feel comfortable responding to what you are reading so we can learn from each other.  Along with my own thoughts, I will be posting stories penned by some of My Sistah’s that are encouraging and meaningful to me. Hebrews 10:23-25 says, Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

I have to end by telling you that Andrea eventually did say “yes to the dress”.  We knew the search was over as she came out of a dressing room at Boutique #3 in a gown that made her twirl around in delight.  Her mom said she hadn’t seen her do that since she was a little girl!   Those repeated “no’s” eventually led to the one “yes” that made the whole journey a great success.

- Laurel Bahr